adulthood.

I just want to be a kid again.

In the last year of my life, I have reached the scary place known as adulthood. I pay all of my own bills. I have 4 jobs. I go to bed before midnight EVERY night. I have the energy of an 80-year-old woman when I get to the end of my days.

I don't like it.

When you are young, you want to be grown. When you are grown, you want to be young. Why is it that we can never be happy where we are in life? I am going to make a determined effort to start living in the moment. There is nothing but the present, after all.